You know, when i see certain people act a certain way, i can immediately tell what they’re doing. Most of the time, it irritates me but also makes me smile with a certain evil satisfaction, knowing that how I do things, is just better. In a way, it gives me a higher confidence, almost cocky. But, when I look at it again, the fact that I say that I can do it better, shows that im actually no different from them. The action is the action, the fact that you do it slightly “better” might alter the interpretation of it and hence give you different results, but it still going to define you in a positive or negative light..

Do transformers get car insurance or life insurance

epthemc:

eunicenikokbai:

omfg… aahhahahahha

this might be funny… if they didnt transform into other shit too… ahahahah

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Seriously..

There are too many gorgeous girls.

I can’t even concentrate. -_-

why do you have to be so damn pretty and amazing and sexy? 

and its the worst when you people smile or just sit there and i all i do is just stare…stare…..and stare some more.  

Creativity

Something that’s hard to find these days.

Ive been distracted this entire week, and it just showed through the test i took today…
I need to refocus and get a grip on things. This isn’t expected of me, and I need to be on my feet when something(s) swings at me. 

I have this tendency to compare myself with others. Trying to make my image and self more “impervious” and impressive. I see progress in others, and get jealous. I was at a slight progressive state 2 weeks ago, but things just change, and I’m back on this idle position. Thinking about what to do next. Knowing what i should be doing, but instead choosing to do something else, simply because the thing i should be doing is discouraging to me, and my patience level is just not adequate enough to persevere. And it’s stupid because it makes me feel weak and tells others a similar message. I then reassure people that “I’m just going thru a low point, with enough time, i’ll be good”. Showing that little bit of confidence that eases the other person’s concerns (if they actually have any for you). But really, you know between yourself that there really isn’t any confidence right now. It’s easy for people to “motivate” you and just simplify things with a step by step process. But nothing’s ever done with ease and not everything goes in the meticulous order that you lay out.

You know what else is on my mind? The fact that if anyone I know actually reads this, and “feels bad” for me or gives me pity, or just even attention due to the presented knowledge that I’m not doing alright at the moment. That is why its rare for me to actually express what’s really on my mind. Plus more than half the time, i never have a completed thought or idea. If anyone was to see, I have more saved drafts than posts. Even right now, im clueless as to what else i should say. And I just read again what i just wrote, and im sure that no one really understands what exactly im talking about. But whatever, that’s not my goal at the moment.  

just when you think you started to get a grip on things, you end up realizing that you’ were holding on to the wrong thing the entire time.